18/04/16

i haven't posted in quite a while 'cause nothing really changed.

i started school again, which sucks. This is because A) school sucks, and B) i don't have time for the fun things in life, like RPing [don't judge oKAY], or things that aren't soul-suckingly, mind-numbingly boring. Which sucks.

i still haven't finished FMA, because it's 3-in-1 and i get bored easily.

i made some new RP friends!! We have a chatzy room [don't ask what fandom, you'll say i'm trash] and it's super nice o3o.

also, i start my sentences with "i" too much. that's vanity for you :3

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song of the day~ eros and apollo (studio killers)
mood~ :/
currently reading~ FMA, black butler vol IV

03/04/16

We went to the beach today! It was really nice weather but not quite nice enough to merit going in the sea so we went shopping instead. There's this really cool shop in this mini-mall and it sells Funko Pops and it had this massive Baymax outside of it •♡•

It stormed in the late evening and I was just watching it in my mum and dad's room (it's a thing I did when I was a kid) and there was this MASSIVE blue flash of lightning and I looked straight at it because I'm literally the dumbest person in the universe. Cue me being blinded. Well done, Bee. You are a special kiddo.

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song of the day~ in the mood (glenn miller)
mood~ •3•
currently reading~ still fullmetal alchemist

2/04/16

Happy Autism Awareness Day!

I made lemonade today and my dad also got my bike out. He's doing the tyre tomorrow so I can finally ride.

I had another lazy day, but I did some drawing so that's neat :3 I think I'm improving but I don't know.

The left is August 2015 and the right is a redraw from today.

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song of the day~ car radio (tøp)
mood~ •3•
currently reading~ nothing still

01/04/16

It's six months 'til my birthday! I don't know why I'm so excited about that- six months is a long time.
As well as that, I'm going to the city with one of my best friends on the 8th! It's because my sister has a revision thing for 9am at college, so we have to get up early but that's okay because at least we're going.

We're also going out for a family meal on Monday, and on Wednesday my cousins who I didn't even know existed are visiting. I'm worried that:

1. they won't like me
2. i won't like them
3. we'll have literally nothing in common

Mum also wants me to show them my room (full of Kerrang! posters and random junk). I sure hope they like the same stuff as me, but i hope they don't like it to cringe-inducing levels.

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song of the day~ candy (robbie williams)

mood~ :S
currently reading~ fullmetal alchemist (I finished eleanor & park)

31/03/16

Walked to town today (haven't done that in a while). I used to all the time with my mum when I was younger, but after I started high school walking two miles seemed more of a chore.

I sat in the park in the sunshine for an hour or so, and seeing all the little kids made me smile. I've changed a lot since I was in year six, even. I guess you're changing all the time but you never notice.

I also went to the library for the first time in months and got volumes 1, 2, and 3 of Fullmetal Alchemist, Eleanor and Park, The Boy In The Striped Pyjamas, an Adventure Time comic, and some lame teen book about a kidnapping or something, idk.

Also more drama in the friend group, so yay. I won't say what (can't be arsed) but it's irritating.

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song of the day~ marble machine (wintergatan)
mood~ ://
currently reading~ fullmetal alchemist

30/03/16

I came back from the air museum an hour ago. It was really cool and I took so many photos. I even learnt some things! For example, guns are heavy, I have no upper body strength, my dad hasn't grown out of the ten year old boy phase, and chocolate cake is tasty.

It got me thinking how Britain's full of history- even my town in the middle of nowhere is full to the brim of historical buildings and artefacts. Also, how much the idea of moving to a different country freaks me out. Yeah, Britain's kinda crap but it's still nice.

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 song of the day~ figure it out (royal blood)
mood~ :)
currently reading~ still nothing :///
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29/03/16

Yet again, another boring day. I'm not actually even sure what day it is.

It's Tuesday, apparently. Although to be fair, it's pretty hard to keep track when you're on holiday.

I skyped my friends for the first time in weeks (wow, how interesting) and actually had a fun time. So that was good.

Also I'm pretty sure we're going to this air museum tomorrow with my granddad which is Pretty Neat because they do the best cake, there's really cool planes, and it's just generally cool. Where I live (rural England) there's lots of air museums because of WW2 and the fact that there's a lot of space for hangars and landing strips. Because of this, mostly all my days out as a kid were to air museums, historical sites, and nature-y places.

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song of the day~ glitter & gold (barns courtney)
mood~ :D
currently reading~ actually nothing but i'm going to start on go set a watchman
color of the day~ duck egg blue

28/03/16

Another day of doing nothing (but isn't that what holidays are for?)

Although I did find out that I may well have another cousin in November which'll be great- even more so because we thought that my aunt couldn't have any kids then she had M, then G, and now another! Isn't life sweet sometimes?

I'm pretty happy with school too, since I've managed to make friends- enough to have a 'squad'- and I'm going on a school holiday in August with most of them. It's kind of a first in the life of Bee (never was very good at the whole friends business) so let's see how long that lasts.

I should maybe stop being so pessimistic :)

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song of the day: oh no!~ marina and the diamonds
mood~ :3
currently reading~ nothing (does fanfic count?)
colour of the day~ rose

p.s
if you have any good music recommendations (if anyone's reading this) please drop 'em in the comments

xxxx bee

27/03/16

My mum kept urging me to write a blog to let out my feelings and stuff since I'm going through a rough patch, so here goes.

Today we visited my Grandad, which was fun but sad too because mum has to sort through Nanny's clothes and makeup and all that jazz and we can't keep all of it so it's not all that great. We did get Easter eggs though (and I got £10 and an old fashioned telescope) so I suppose it isn't all doom and gloom.

I pretty much did nothing else today except go on my laptop- after all, it is the Easter break- because I went to the fair last night and it was yellow wind warning so we got soaked to the bone. Still fun, though.
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song of the day~ oh miss believer
mood~ tired
currently reading~ carry on (rainbow rowell)